I have been an insomniac for some time. While everyone sleeps at night I am awake stitching and listening to tv. When I try to go to sleep I can't shut my brain off so many things go racing through my head that this is all I think of and it ends up making me more awake.
Things have been crazy in my house for some time and they have been slowly winding down so there is not much that rolls through my mind as much anymore. This evening I got some very upsetting news that is weighing heavy on me. I have been a mixed bag of emotions. I have been angry, scared, sad, crying and then at times the anger comes back. I don't know what to do or what will happen but I am hoping that this passes by. I will know a little more today as to where things stand but not completely, til then I am probably going to be a nervous wreck. I will post more about that at another time. Not sure if anyone reads this but if not that is ok too at least I am finding an outlet to vent which is what I need.